traffic lights couldn't stop, the beautiful story that died
scribbled through the last pages, squared us spellbind
august, an intimate dance, I bled through thirteenth
wayward solace, tiny charms we called candies
cassettes of Legend, we're a team of two
dancing and cheering, swore I got all of you
spinned barefoot across the field of your whims
heart tossed by the force of your cunning blue kicks
dance of confrontation, my cheek - your sudden, swift caress
young little fool, fought for my innocence, her futile quest
high school reunion, we waltzed in with grace
your secret mission, his black eye, a somber embrace
blessed by the hands who hated our guts
proved them wrong, your pride took a strut
seasons quadruple, your betrayal wove a pattern of deceit,
please let it go just this once - your lies wrapped in sweet
you used to spark up, lost in the smoky charm
I kept ringing, but your silence left me disarmed
re-watching those recorded videos of you in bad quality
I see through your eternal bullshit mystery
still have your letters of guilt
so thankful for december, for you called it quits
flew to me, said people didn't recognize you alone
called me your confidant, so your verses echoed
clandestine rendezvous for a year with you, I faltered
flashed your cloned new possession, was I brave or a coward?
how could I have said goodbye if you kept staying the nights
"Trust me when I say I love you", your sweetest lie
my comfort, your maneuver - till you could see beyond
"let's go for a drive?" only to uninvite, precious you called
blindsided, spent years counting chopsticks at the mall
I forbid you - in a locked chest, like the script they forgot
unaware of the damage you did, I lingered, longing for more
now the crowd cheers your name, but do they know your pasts' lore?
learnt how to ride a bike,
by being let go by someone I trusted, didn't I?
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